Today..(please take a look)

September 11

ALex T's 6th birthday today at school

A day remembered forever as a terrible tragedy...

A day ... that was hell for me..... I felt like the teacher in the book..."My teacher, the Witch"

A day were we took took 3 steps forward and 9 steps back...

A day where i scowled more than i smiled

A day were we discussed .... our country and many others......

A day were we decided...... people from all over the world share many similarities...

A day...where I got in my car...and cried...for lots of things...... ( dont even go there....with me thinking woe is me.... cuz im not crying for sympathy)

A day where I had to slap a happy face on tonite....and greet 23 sets of .... parental units..and share as many great things about their child as i could....in mere minutes...even tho... i wanted to hang them up on a hook by the back of the shirt *L

then tonite..i come home..... no one is around.....and i admit...... its quiet here.....


and then i just slip away myself...unnoticed...

but the message said..."please read"... and well

when mah blahzey speakeths...i listen..... [img]smile.gif[/img]


and ................. I cried...i know I have pms...I know i had a shitass muthertruckin day..... I know...Ive been thinking about ex love.... and crying.... and I know..its friday..and i might not make it.......... and then this.... was amazing...

thank you SHatz...... [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] ....... truly

CYah...for your ever so ... thought provoking posts.... and your fluff that reminds me...not all in life is....... negative....


bLazey..... love you....my dearest friend..... I miss you..n love you

a long and thought provoking day.......

wow...shat...that is awsome...made tears starting rolling down my face ...Thanks [img]smile.gif[/img]

wow shatzy...
that's great!

http://my.erinet.com/~pnsonr/91101.jpg

on a light note..I too celebrated a 6th birthday today..my adorable little stepson...happy birthday to my lil chucklehead.. [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

<font color="#7E3628" size="1">[ September 11, 2003 10:49 PM: Message edited by: Blazey ]</font>

words...are my life...yet i am without.

thank you shatzy...as Tiny Tim said while sitting at the Christmas table- "God bless US, each and every one."

It's time to move on- the first step is up to each one of you. May you journey safely.

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Originally posted by Cyalaytr:
Love it [img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img] Great photo... though i found it a bit Ironic that your Avatar wasnt on it, and yet you also placed a flag on it. HMMM reasons??

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<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Verdana, Arial">the only thing original on that pic is the placement
of the images (yes... i stole it all [img]graemlins/cry.gif[/img] )
although there had been talk of 9/11 previously,
for some reason blazey's post struck something
in me.

my original plan was much simpler... just some
way for me to *at the time* communicate that
i felt what blazey meant... and wanted to show
something of what i felt because i couldn't find
words. i kept adding images....

had there been room, i prolly woulda added alot
more avatars... but somewhere in the mix, i had
the occurance that it was good as it was....
so i stopped.

it wasn't until after i posted it... and came
back, that i saw the whole pic encased in the
thread... which inspired my second post... as i
saw the pic as something i didn't create...
but simply helped to point out.

dispite my views on the US, capitalism, diplomacy,
the war, our past, and of course 9/11....

i still remember my reaction the morning i
first saw the newscast.

as mentioned on my board, i returned to a site
that displayed many videos of the WTC attack...
the first video being one of the only two videos
that show the first plane.

as i watched the video.... i gasped....

....again.....

....as if it had never happened....

....and it was happening just then....

and i realized that although i cannot really
pin-point what made it happen.....

i cried again

I do that to alison...its something about the images of it all...the seeing it...its not something to take lightly..no more than the images of iraq...liberia..bali..africa(the children with aids)..i could go on and on...they say a picture is worth a thousand words..ive never agreed more..

That has been by far one of the best posts i've seen on the boards to date. I may be a Canadain and not directly affected by 9/11, but I think everyone around the world was affected in one way or another by the tragedies that occured that horrible day. I remember when I first heard the news, I was at work and a fellow co-worker brought in a portable radio and let us all listen. I can't explain the horror and terrible sadness I felt, after the initial shock wore off. I can only imagine the terrible grief that everyone was feeling that day, and still feels today.

sorry i got here late...shatz its bootyfull....n made me cry.....I spent most of the day crying.....

wow Shatzy....that is beautiful and so very thoughtful of you....I'm sitting here choked up.... [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]
thank you